.LOVE IS GONE.
♥ 11:49 PM

People,
I always asked myself,what if things goes the other way?
What if,I were a girl?
What if I was born stupid?
What if I was born with illness?
What if I am so poor and could not afford a bowl of rice everyday?
What if I was born in a deserted area whereby there's no transportation?
What if I was born blind?
What if I met with an accident?
What if I got no friend or brothers?
What if I live in this world alone?

Alot more running in my mind.
With these questions,I feel gratefull of what I am now.
Yea.
Even though my life is not that perfect,but still it never get any worser,right?
Anw,yesterday went out with brothers to Plaza Singapura.
Stich bought a new HP and Art had to return his cathay uniform as he's going NS soon.
Today,going for LITO around 2.45pm.
Will be back tomrrow by 1pm.
Hopefully today's school group will be obedient.GAAH!!
And uhk,people,ignore my vocab and grammar error OKAY?
hehs.;)
Here's some picture of yesterday's "outing"?,


♥ 9:51 AM

Hey peeps!!
If people were to ask me,
What is my feeling now?,
I will reply"I dont know".
Really.Nowadays,I got mood swing.
I do random things.
Like,taking pictures.??wth!hahas.
Anw,there's nothing I would actually like to post except
random photos which I took during some events and at some weird timing.Hahs.

Well,here it goes,


                                                                      KARAOKE??


Hahaha!Thats about it.Update again sometime later.
BUHBYE!!
♥ 12:33 AM

When you think you're there,
think again.
When you're think you're the best,
think again.
When you made mistakes,
learnt from it.
When people teach you,
take what they teach and judge it later.

Nowadays,I'm really looking down on myself.
WTF?!!
Call yourself a fighter when you still had alot to learnt?
Call yourself smart when you are nothing?
I,can choose to go with the flow,let what I am now be it or I can choose to improve myself.
Obviously,I will improve myself  but too many problems and mess in my mind stopped me.
I dont need someone who can only advice me infact, I need someone who can help me change myself.
I want to be the true me,but I dont know what on earth that is stopping me..
People,
Forgive my wrong doings.
Helped me by not talking behind me but to tell me.
Puhlease?


Gosh!
There goes my emo post again.
♥ 1:13 AM

Hey,
People,sorry if I was moody and if i turned away your offer for entertainment nowadays..
Now,I'm really in a danger stage.
My application under JAE for the 2nd tyme was'nt sucessfull.AGAIN!
I was really dissapointed in myself.Pity my parents.It's like I'm giving them false hope.
Ohh god!puhlease help me.Get me into Polytechnic.I dont mind any course though.
Coz,I know the courses that I'm intresed in was way out of my league.
I'm ashamed.Ashamed of myself.
Now,I've applied for NYP courses under the DAE system.
The results should be out somewhere March.
Till then,I'm just an idiot who hangs by the fate.
If this application is rejected,I've decided to go to NS.
That's my final decision.I'm tired of begging schools for a place which
what I was offered for and in the end,I didn't get any.
Seriously.tired.
Now,god.Help me .
My life is really stress now about this.
This thing makes me lose focus and become moody easily.

'Please.'
♥ 11:21 PM

Hoihoi:)
Hey,everyone.
I'm seriously busy nowadays.
Dont even have enough time for myself.
And,that explains why I didn't update blog everyday.
Anw,one MAJOR thing I would like to share is ,today was the first day of my adult FARE!!
I can't use anymore student fare!
WTH!
Which means,5 bucks can survive only for 2days!
And,the worst thing is that,to top up our EZ-link card,minimum value to top up is 10 bucks!
OMG!!
BROKE.BROKEN.BREAK!!
This words will for sure coming t my life in no time..Haiz!
Anw,I can't possibly do anything accept to just go with the flow.
Ermm,here I go with my schedule for this week.

Tuesday-LITO.
Wednesday-LITO.
Thursday-OFF
Friday-OFF
Sat-OFF.
Sun-2nd shift.

WOO!!
People,pray for me to get into RP puhlease?
Thx:)

And,for those who have my  facebook account,I had change
my profile name to Fiq Serizawa.So,do check me up from that name.:)
I'll write till here today.
Anything beep!
Gdnitez:)
♥ 12:19 AM