Hey,
People,sorry if I was moody and if i turned away your offer for entertainment nowadays..
Now,I'm really in a danger stage.
My application under JAE for the 2nd tyme was'nt sucessfull.AGAIN!
I was really dissapointed in myself.Pity my parents.It's like I'm giving them false hope.
Ohh god!puhlease help me.Get me into Polytechnic.I dont mind any course though.
Coz,I know the courses that I'm intresed in was way out of my league.
I'm ashamed.Ashamed of myself.
Now,I've applied for NYP courses under the DAE system.
The results should be out somewhere March.
Till then,I'm just an idiot who hangs by the fate.
If this application is rejected,I've decided to go to NS.
That's my final decision.I'm tired of begging schools for a place which
what I was offered for and in the end,I didn't get any.
Seriously.tired.
Now,god.Help me .
My life is really stress now about this.
This thing makes me lose focus and become moody easily.

'Please.'
♥ 11:21 PM